Went to visit the Cemetery again, now that the sleeping baby statue is in place, I wanted to get some recent photos. This is were I go to pay homage to my first born son. My little Evan. Love you and miss you baby. You would be 10 months old now.
The garden in September, there are less flowers then there
was in July for sure, but it bloomed so well,
We had some eggs that we painted the night Evan was conceived. It was Easter and as we painted egg’s representing our wishes for the year ahead, we wished for a baby. I protected those little Evan eggs with my life. Yesterday we buried them next to his grave. Returning them to the earth with my baby’s ashes. Our wish came true, we did get a child last year, I guess I didn’t think to wish that my child would also live to grow up. Sometimes a wish is only half a wish, I am not sure I can truly wish for anything, for now I all I can do is hope. Hope and believe that things can and will get better for us.