Cemetary Post

Went to visit the Cemetery again, now that the sleeping baby statue is in place, I wanted to get some recent photos. This is were I go to pay homage to my first born son. My little Evan. Love you and miss you baby. You would be 10 months old now.
The garden in September, there are less flowers then there
was in July for sure, but it bloomed so well,  


We had some eggs that we painted the night Evan was conceived. It was Easter and as we painted egg’s representing our wishes for the year ahead, we wished for a baby. I protected those little Evan eggs with my life. Yesterday we buried them next to his grave. Returning them to the earth with my baby’s ashes. Our wish came true, we did get a child last year, I guess I didn’t think to wish that my child would also live to grow up. Sometimes a wish is only half a wish, I am not sure I can truly wish for anything, for now I all I can do is hope. Hope and believe that things can and will get better for us.


About mommamaynard

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” — Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on September 21, 2008, in Uncategorized and tagged , . Bookmark the permalink. 5 Comments.

  1. I think that sleeping angel statue is absolutely beautiful.
    And things will get better. ((hugs))

  2. Perfect. Just perfect. Always thinking of you and Evan (even if I seldom post.).

  3. So beautiful and full of peace.
    I love the symbolism of the eggs and their burial.
    Hugs to you, babe. Thinking of your precious boy ❤

  4. The pictures are beautiful.
    The statue of the angel baby is soo cute.
    I wish I could find something like that here.
    I’m sure Evan is watching over mommy & daddy all th time.
    lots of hugs~!

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