Another tough day.
I just spent 5 hours facilitating and all day workshop with a group of clients. One of the of clients brought her son as she couldn’t get a sitter. Her son is 3 weeks older then Evan. I spent all day watching and feeling my heart break in the understanding the Evan would be doing the same thing right now if he was here with us.
I miss him so much, I so hope my next child is a son. I want a boy.