Home owner indeed…
It’s a mess. we are living amongst mountains of boxes, I have really bad carpel tunnel again from overdoing it with the sanding, scrubbing and painting, but were officially living in our very own home and I LOVE IT.
We have a brand new dishwasher my mom bought us a house warming gift, we have our very own nearly new really nice washer and dryer in the basement. We have a basement and a yard. We have a really big master bedroom with so so much light. We have a formal dinning room with a stunning cherry wood dinning table and 5 formal dinning chairs that we bought off Kijiji for 250$. We have a house full of very happy animals that all love to cuddle up to me for a cozy afternoon nap. A furry pile-up of two cats and a puppy. We are content. Sore, overwhelmed and exausted, but content.
I have an overwhelming feeling my entire world is ready for a fresh start…new job, new puppy, new house, things seem to be finally looking up for us. Now all we need a living baby and things will be just perfect. This is the perfect place for that, a new fresh space, free all the misery that was my entire 2007. I know it’s almost 2009 now, but all the bad things happened to us in 2007, as Evan passed Christmas Eve 07. Besides, my washing machine has a pre-soak option perfect for washing cloth diapers, and I have piles of them, all in boxes packed away, just waiting for a baby butt to cover. Yes, this pretty much creeps into my every thought.
The hardest part of this move was putting Evan’s furniture, clothes and toys down in the dark basement, however, I knew it would be just as difficult keeping them up here, and it just made sense to store them away for now. I have like 10 rubbermaid bins full of little boy things, what on earth would I do if my next child where a girl? I guess she would be butch 🙂
Anyhow, no need to think about that this month, I started my period today, like clockwork, on cycle day 28. At least I am regular if nothing else.