Not feeling great today..
I am just blah today. Just blah!
Cold and sleepy and nauseous and bloated. I am wearing a stained shirt that I had no idea was stained until I got to work. Guess that is what happens when you get dressed at dusk. At least I have a cardigan to cover it.
I hate obsessive intrusive thoughts, especially when it’s about something negative. Today I just can’t stop thinking about the Caylee Anthony situation. It makes me both throw up and cry to try and wrap my brain around how a mother could drug her baby to sleep so that she could go out and party, and worse yet, how a mother could (accidentally or purposely) murder her own little girl. The grizzly details of this story are what really forge deep in my brain. The duct tape around her mouth with the little heart sticker over it.
I have to stop thinking about this, when I stop to think about the poor baby’s I just loose it. I just want to take every abused and neglected child in the world into my home and love them and give them all the life every child deserves.
I hate that people like this have kids. I will never understand why good people have infertility issues and stillbirth and then sociopaths and low lifes have kids galore that get left to die. I can’t understand it.
Man! it just makes me cry…