The Mood!!! Enough Already.

WOW Mood.
If this is PMS it’s brutal, and it better pass soon. I am crazy down and anxious all bundled into one lovely little ball. Today I feel more clinically depressed then I ever did when I was prescribed anti-depressant’s back when. I just feel like there is a weight on my shoulders and my eyes look squinty and exausted and I feel bloated and ugly, and unenthused, and non worthy and blah. The non-worthiness leads to anxiety related to why would anyone want me…in terms of love and work. ENOUGH with the mood.

I think alot of it is weather related, it has been soooooooooo cold and grey here for so long that I can’t take it anymore. I need to go to a tanning bed, I know it’s good for you but it’s lift the depression for me when I can’t afford a trip South. 
Chocolate helps but short term only and is responsible for the continuous increase in the diameter of my thighs.
The gym helps short term and help reduce the chocolate induce increase in the diameter of my thighs.

Summer does all of the above bundled into one happy little package. Summer can’t come soon enough. Summer is the best anti-depressant of them all.

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About mommamaynard

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” — Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on January 28, 2009, in Uncategorized and tagged , , . Bookmark the permalink. 10 Comments.

  1. Let’s you, Jen, and me head down to Florida for a weekend and get some sun, what do you say?

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