Ah Spring was in the air….
Oh it was such a perfect day, I slept in, in my awesome bed, in my awesome fleece sheets.
I had crazy non stop erotic dreams hahah. My body know’s when spring is around the corner, and like the plants outside and animals in the wild, all it want’s to do is copulate and reproduce haha. Did I mention I conceived Evan in early March :). That has always been true for me, as spring approches I get more and more charged hahaha. I love feeling so linked to the earth and it’s cycles. I love the realization that I am no differant then every other living thing when you break it right down. I am a primal being driven by instinct and biology at my core.
I woke up to a puppy on my chest, licking my face. Then I opened the curtains and there was the sun, oh glorious sunshine. I opened wide all the drapes in the house and sucked in the sunshine, gloriously glowing on my skin. I took Oliver out for a nice long walk whilst Dave made us breakfast (yummy breakfast buritoes). Spring was in the air all day. Snow was melting and I was in such a good mood.
It’s unreal how directly the weather effects my mood. I feel almost bi-polar it’s like on grey cold days I am depressed, pessimistic, down
then on bright warm sunny days I am so happy and hopefull and greatful. I spent the entire day cleaning the house and doing laundry and I was just full of zip and life, got so much done. Green Velvet playing in the background resulted in many sporatic dance parties in the kitchen. Oliver now get’s in on the dance parties they make him very excited hahah, he jumps on his hind legs like a kangaroo. Love him to pieces.
Today I am so greatful for my husband, my pet’s, my new home and everything that comes with home ownership. I have been blessed in that department and when I remind myself of that, then I think we will survive anything, and we will get through this rough patch one day at a time.