A-Z Meme

Borrowed from darlingmiette 
A to Z meme.
Accent: My Toronto friends tell me I have a Maritimes accent now, I catch myself sometimes as well, especially with the word something, which Nova Scotian tend to pronounce somethin.

Booze: Gin 🙂 Dry Gin Martini with extra olives, Gin and Tonic. Wine-Valopoliciella or Merlot, red only no white please. Beer-Red or Brown.

Chore I hate: Dishes which is why I love my dishwasher so.

Dogs/cats: canines – Yorkie Oliver 8 months  felines – Calico Jewel 11, Orange Tabby Jaspurr 8.

Electronics: You name em we got em in some form.

Fragrance: I am highly allergic to most fragrances so stick to the natural only smells.

Gold/silver: White gold, platinum or Titanium. My wedding band is Titanium and my diamond is Platinum.

Hometown: Moncton, New Brunswick

Insomnia: I am a champion sleeper and have only ever had insomnia in the last trimester of pregnancy due to pain and peeing.

Job title: Vocational Counsellor/Employment Specialist.

Kids: Evan-angel born still 12/24/07

Living arrangements: Our own little bungalow with a big yard and lots of sunshine, my husband, 2 cats and a dog. 

Most admired trait: Honesty

Nickname: I am not sure I have a nickname anymore. I had one in high school "Slike", it was short for Slutty Dike, due to my asshole friends coining me that when we were all high on acid one night and I fessed up that I was equally sexually attracted to men and women.  Also my best guy friend nicknamed me Zool in high school because he said I was demon spawn??

Overnight hospital stays: Evan’s birth (3 days), when I got mild Meningitis in high school (2 days) and when I was 10 and had an injury to my bowels (1 month)

Phobia: Death of people I love, sea creatures especially giant squid.

Quote: "Don’t it always seem to go, that you don’t know what you’ve got til it’s gone. We paved paradise and put up a parking lot."

Religion: Call it what you want, I am a pagan polytheist. No matter were I wander I end up back at the same place-I find solace and peace in the God’s of old, of pre-christian Europe. I believe all religions, at their core are equal, and can find basic comonalities among any of them basically. Ok this could go on and on so I will end it here. I do have a facination with Hinduism and Indian culture overall.

Siblings: Christopher, Two years my junior.

Time I usually wake up: 6:30 am everyday but on weekend I get up to walk the dog then go back to bed til 9-9:30ish.

Unusual talent: I can read people aura’s and have been able to since I was an infant I think based on what my mom has told me. I don’t see colors rather I get vibrations and textures off people.  I also tend to have very prophetic dreams and intuition moments that I have no control over at all. I used to call it the Cassandra complex cause I know bad things are about to happen but I can’t be sure and no one believes me until it’s done. I often look crazy and make myself sick with what seems like uncessary stress, but I always end up being right. I always make sure to tell someone or write it down so I can have some sort of proof when it happend. 

Like for instance I dreamed about a celebrity dying in a plane crash, I didn’t know who, just thought it was a man, when I woke up I told my boyfriend, then we were watching the news and found out that while I was asleep John Denver had died in  a plane crash. I have called out every man out who ever cheated on me before it came to light, and the last time I even knew who with, I picked it up on his aura and told a friend about it, who of course thought I was nuts and reading into things, then 1 month later it happened. I guess it wasen’t a reality when I felt it, just an idea or attraction, which is why I kept it to myself.  Lastly for now-I dreamed of Dave before I met him and wrote it down in great detail, I dreamed of a man giving me runes, we both had single Gebo rune’s which means a gift and in my dreams we connected them together it created a symbol for harmony and completion. When I met Dave we became good friends and he gifted me a set of runes and a book about runes, I showed him my dream journal right away and he was blown away by the accuracy. This is why I believe he is my soul mate.

I don’t trust my instincts anymore since Evan died, they mislead me because I have developed an anxiety disorder so the things I worry about are often unwarranted and never happen.

Vegetable I refuse to eat: None, I em em all, yumyumyumyum!!

Worst habit: Worry and panic all the time. Not believing in myself as much as other believe in me. Being very very  hard on myself.

X-rays: Foot, wrist, finger and dental.

Yummy foods I make: Baked goods, I am an excellent baker. Dave is much better at everything else then I am so I let him do most of the everyday cooking.

Zodiac sign: Scorpio-Endlessly loving with a fiery split personality when crossed.. Jelous and competitive maybe, harsh and brutally honest, ya ok sometimes but it’s never uncalled for. No matter what when I love a person, I love them through and through and it kills me when people I love breach my trust or hurt me. It physically pains me because I feel so very deeply, so I lash back with my poison tongue cause that is all I have to protect myself. Even when I act like I hate you for what you have done, I love you and would forgive you in an instant if you said you were sorry. This insane love and ability to forgive has caused me more bad then good in this life I think, I tend to let myself be abused over and over. I stand up, kick out, lash out, and end, but then I forgive and forget and love and cycle repeats itself. I have gotten better at stopping this cycle over the years.  

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About mommamaynard

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” — Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

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