Sooo tiered

Man oh man!
Dave had insomnia something fierce last night, I don’t get it he was exausted when he went to bed, fell asleep, then I fell asleep and he woke me up at 2am with all his tossing and turning, I got up to pee and gave him a nightime cold pill to help make him sleep, he was so angry, crazy angry, like omfg I have to be up in 4 hours for work and I am wide awake. I told him half in my sleep that getting angry wouldn’t solve it, cause anger causes adrenaline which would in turn wake him up more. He didn’t like that, being that he was already angry and said "Thank you very much doctor Jaime". I tried to explain to him that the best thing he could do for his insomnia was get out of bed, go lay or sit in a dark room or dim room and meditate cause it would help clear his mind and relax his body. Sitting on the computer always makes me more tiered and laying in bed awake just increases frustrated. Anyways, poor Dave, I think he finally fell asleep at 4am, 2 hours before he get’s up for work. Needless to say both of us feel like crap this morning. He can’t call  in sick cause he is so new at his job, and I would just feel like a tool if I were to stay home and sleep cause I got way more sleep then him, so it’s out of respect and pity for my beloved spouse that I suck it up and go to work exausted. Looks like the gym is off tonight until tommorow, both of us will be in bed by 9pm.

I had some crazy ass vivid dream I was pregnant with twins and some lady was doing my numerology? and said to me that based on the pattern in my number’s she felt I was having twins, and one of them might have issues. Of course this made me freak out, I started crying and begging her, is one on the twins going to die, please, tell me, I can’t handle lossing another baby. She said no, not death, maybe just prematurity. It was this point in the dream that I was awoken by Dave sighing and turning.

Ok shower now, off to face the oh so long day. I guess I should be greatful I have a job to go to when so many don’t today. I just need a large black coffee from Tim’s, mmmm.

About mommamaynard

β€œLife is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” β€” Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on March 23, 2009, in Uncategorized and tagged , . Bookmark the permalink. 5 Comments.

  1. Insomnia is such a bitch. What’s worse is when you have to get up early in the morning, cos then you obsess over how much time you have leftto sleep and that makes you more anxious and less able to fall asleep… agh, horrible vicious cycle. I hope you two sleep well tonight!

    • Thanks πŸ™‚ I am sure we will sleep very well, were both exausted as is little Oliver after also being kept up all night, in face he is out cold right now. πŸ™‚

  2. Whoa! I had a dream that my friend was in labor last night. I figured it was just a pregnancy dream with my feelings being played out through her. Then I found out this morning that a friend of a friend with the SAME NAME had twin girls.

    • Eerie, I have had things like that happen before too. What a blessing to have twin girls, I wish them all the best of luck and health, I am sure she will love them so much after such a struggle to get to this place.

  3. ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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