Another day another high temp.

Ok so either I am 10dpo or 8dpo, whatever, temp didn’t drop this morning so that means the depressed mood yesterday wasen’t.. well ok might still be PMS if I get my period in the next 2 days or so. All the cramps, low back aches all day and odd twinges, well all I know at this juncture is that they didn’t mean I was getting my period today. Maybe tommorow.  

I feel like crap, thank goodness today is my Friday and I get tommorow off. I am bloated and crampy and tiered and just plain ol bitchy today. I don’t feel like crossing Go, although I could use the $200.00 dollars 🙂

Ok off we go. Where is the Spring that is supposed to motivate me? It’s damn cold out and I am so sick of bundling up. Also the bleeping ass dog will not stop attacking the cat this morning, and she is an over the top drama queen and yell’s at the top of her lungs when he isen’t even hurting her, just pouncing near her trying to play. It’s annoying the crap outta me cause it’s early and I want peace and quiet and these damn animals will not shut up and I have to keep seperating them. Man, Oliver is the worst behaved in the morning, as my mom would say "He’s Full of Piss and Vinegar".  After sleeping all night he has energy to spare and is just running wild all over the house.

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“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” — Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on March 26, 2009, in Uncategorized and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.

  1. ((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))
    But it isn’t over til the red lady sings, ya know? Well, really, it’s never over, the anxiety just takes on new forms: will I get pregnant, will I miscarry, will baby be born living, will s/he die of SIDs, what if he runs into the street and gets killed, WHY did you just chew on that electrical cord are you a rabbit or a child???? — yeah. The fear once you decide to become a mama can be intense. And yet, you have to live with it, or else your life — MY life — would be too damn awful for words… Let yourself be sad and cry and wail when you bleed, but don’t anticipate (advice easier given than taken, I know!). As M always has to keep reminding me, anticipation just makes it all harder!

    • I know, it’s so hard to not think “Is this it, is this my month, am I pregnant now?” these thoughts run through my mind everysingle time we have sex and every day PO.
      I need to chillax.

  2. *HUGS* I’m really sorry.

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