Who know’s what is what
Chart talkers here you go.
Well I suppose the earier ovulation date that was later changed in now out, I think?? I am confused. It would put me at 11dpo. If I go with the changed later date then I am 9dpo which means theoreticaly my period is not due until tommorow.
I am confused because I have never ever ever in 1.5 years of charting had a distinct temp rise for two days right around ovulation, i.e right after getting a possitive opk, then rise again and stay at the higher temp from 3dpo forward, never, which is why FF decided those two high inital temps were just flukes I guess. Also when my temp jumps post O it usually goes right from 36.3 range to 36.6 range, this month it was like steps, 36.3 to 36.5 to 36.7??
Then again, my temp always drops below my coverline before I get my period and it didn’t do that last month for the first time ever, so I guess all bet’s are off and my body is redevelopping it’s own random pattern.
My lower back is still really achy, three days now of lower back crampiness, my cervix has been feeling weirdly crampy and pins and needles as well for two days. Last night I kept getting jolts of what I would swear was ovulation pain..seriously, my right ovarie was aching, now it’s just gone. Today my temp was a spec lower then yesterday but still well above the coverline. No more pink, in fact I only had pink yesterday morning, then it was gone which may or may not mean a damn thing. When I fell pregnant with Evan I had pink in my CM on 8dpo so the same cycle day as yesterday. With him my temp went down a little for 3 days (implantation dip) then back up again to create a distinct triphasic chart. I can’t help comparing every little detail against his chart to find commonalities in order to have hope. 2 years ago today little embryo Evan was firmly planted in my uterine linning and I still had no idea. See outside chart stuff, I had no symptoms with him, so why do I even read into symptoms at all haha.
This morning I dreamt I had a baby boy. He was not Evan, I don’t dream about Evan anymore. This baby was blond and bald. Evan had lots of dark brown hair. I was carying around the new baby on my back. I loved him so fully and completly my heart was beating with pride and adoration. Oliver was there too, I was putting on his little puppy parka so that the three of us could go take a walk on the boardwalk, it was still chilly out. I aso had a large Chai Tea and a 6 pack of Timbit (if you don’t know what a timbit is, it’s the middle of the donught, like I think Duncan Doughnuts calls them Midgets or something un-PC like that 🙂 ) anyways, I had chocolat one’s with coconut and I was perfectly happy with my world of baby, puppy, tea and timbits. I even remember savoring the timbit haha, like every detail, the timbits somehow got alot of attention in this dream. It’s funny because post partum with Evan all I wanted to eat was chocolat coconut timbits. Hmmm maybe he did have part in my dream and remembering him like that triggers a need for chocolate coconut timbits hahaha.
Ohhh I just remembered I have subway chocolat chunk cookies left from dinner last night. MMM I am so having them now with tea. haha.
Ok off to cookiefy my face 🙂 yum! Also gonna lay in bed with Oliver and the kitties and read my book.