Who know’s what is what

Chart talkers here you go.
Well I suppose the earier ovulation date that was later changed in now out, I think?? I am confused. It would put me at 11dpo. If I go with the changed later date then I am 9dpo which means theoreticaly my period is not due until tommorow.
I am confused because I have never ever ever in 1.5 years of charting had a distinct temp rise for two days right around ovulation, i.e right after getting a possitive opk, then rise again and stay at the higher temp from 3dpo forward, never, which is why FF decided those two high inital temps were just flukes I guess. Also when my temp jumps post O it usually goes right from 36.3 range to 36.6 range, this month it was like steps, 36.3 to 36.5 to 36.7??
Then again, my temp always drops below my coverline before I get my period and it didn’t do that last month for the first time ever, so I guess all bet’s are off and my body is redevelopping it’s own random pattern. 

My lower back is still really achy, three days now of lower back crampiness, my cervix has been feeling weirdly crampy and pins and needles as well for two days. Last night I kept getting jolts of what I would swear was ovulation pain..seriously, my right ovarie was aching, now it’s just gone. Today my temp was a spec lower then yesterday but still well above the coverline. No more pink, in fact I only had pink yesterday morning, then it was gone which may or may not mean a damn thing. When I fell pregnant with Evan I had pink in my CM on 8dpo so the same cycle day as yesterday. With him my temp went down a little for 3 days (implantation dip) then back up again to create a distinct triphasic chart. I can’t help comparing every little detail against his chart to find commonalities in order to have hope. 2 years ago today little embryo Evan was firmly planted in my uterine linning and I still had no idea. See outside chart stuff, I had no symptoms with him, so why do I even read into symptoms at all haha. 

This morning I dreamt I had a baby boy. He was not Evan, I don’t dream about Evan anymore. This baby was blond and bald. Evan had lots of dark brown hair. I was carying around the new baby on my back. I loved him so fully and completly my heart was beating with pride and adoration. Oliver was there too, I was putting on his little puppy parka so that the three of us could go take a walk on the boardwalk, it was still chilly out. I aso had a large Chai Tea and a 6 pack of Timbit (if you don’t know what a timbit is, it’s the middle of the donught, like I think Duncan Doughnuts calls them Midgets or something un-PC like that πŸ™‚ ) anyways, I had chocolat one’s with coconut and I was perfectly happy with my world of baby, puppy, tea and timbits. I even remember savoring the timbit haha, like every detail, the timbits somehow got alot of attention in this dream. It’s funny because post partum with Evan all I wanted to eat was chocolat coconut timbits. Hmmm maybe he did have part in my dream and remembering him like that triggers a  need for chocolate coconut timbits hahaha.

Ohhh I just remembered I have subway chocolat chunk cookies left from dinner last night. MMM I am so having them now with tea. haha.   
Ok off to cookiefy my face πŸ™‚ yum! Also gonna lay in bed with Oliver and the kitties and read my book.

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β€œLife is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” β€” Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on March 27, 2009, in Uncategorized and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 10 Comments.

  1. I’ve not wanted to tell anyone on the internet this because they’d think I was crazy, but I think you’ll get it. Your dream reminded me of a vision I had. I real honest to goodness vision. I was just going about my normal day when suddenly a sort of daydream thing popped into my sight and it was me, with a baby, and I was taking care of him and he was smiling at me, and part way through I was like “WTF?” but then I quickly decided I should let whatever it was play out. So I went right back into it and saw some more and learned that the baby’s name was Patrick. He looked so much like me as a baby. It was such a strange experience that I can’t help but take it seriosly.
    And then about a month or so later we took the kids to a psychic. They said that Caspian has a boy spirit floating around with him waiting to be his little brother, and if that doesn’t happen, he’ll be Caspian’s son.
    You can totally have Patrick if you want! He’s not all that welcome here πŸ˜‰ I don’t know what to think of this though, seriously. The psychic couldn’t have known this, but the whole “spirit waiting around to be born in the family they want” thing is part of Plato and my beliefs. We’re pretty flummoxed by it.

    • I totally 100% believe our babies pick us just as we picked out our parents. Completly. In fact two people I know who are psychic also told me they can tell when your going to have a baby cause you have a spirit baby sitting on your shoulder waiting to make their move. Also my friend asked her son if he knew her before he was born and he told her yes he did, he used to come down a slide and visit her.
      PLUS you don’t even know know the story of my other LJ friend Jenn, Her daughter Mairi told her that God told her she was going to have a brother and his name would be Eli, sure enough a year later Eli was conceived (after stillbirth and infertility) and now he is born and living and her brother just like God promised her. Too cool!

  2. i never got smart enough to chart so i am no help at all, I got a headache just thinking about it.

  3. oomg what a sweet dream, i hope that it comes true.

  4. I still think you ovulated on day 18.

  5. hmmm i would think you are 11 dpo.
    what a sweet dream. and dunkin calls them munchkins lol. timbits is much cuter sounding!
    mmmmmmmm chocolate chunk cookies…. WANT.

    • I guess we will see..
      It sucks that even if I do get my period, I won’t know if my LP was longer or I O on the later date.
      Oy, confusing. Whatever, we will just see what tommorow brings but I am crampy as hell, however, I am feeling constipated today so I am having a hard time distinguishing if the cramps are bowels or uterus.

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