Cycle day 3..let’s do the Soy thang..
Ok so on
s suggestion, I am going to try 80mg of soy isoflavens on cycle day 3-8 in hopes of bringing Ovulation on early to get a longer luteal phase outta the deal. I started today and will take it for 4 more days, gonna keep with the B complex also cause it makes me feel good, so why not, I am low in B12 as a rule anyhow.
This is my last month of paid subsciption at Fertility Friend, I won’t bother renewing it, you can use the charting software for free anyhow just not the message boards or any of the fancier options. However, since I am trying to see what the Soy will do to my Ovulation date I want to keep charting for now til I figure that out.
I am just going to try hard and be less depressed and stressed about the whole thing, I realize I got lucky with Evan getting pregnant after just 2 months of trying, I just need to be pregnant already so that I can starting worrying about getting a baby outta the deal.
Dave told me tearyly last night that he just want’s to be a daddy and the whole thing makes him upset as well. I showed him a cute picute of ‘s son on the beach in California and he said to me "Is that how old Evan would be right now?" I told him yes, and he teared up again and said how much it broke his heart that he should be chasing a toddler right now. I just wish I could fill that hole in his heart and bring him home a child.