Cycle day 3..let’s do the Soy thang..

Ok so on

 s suggestion, I am going to try 80mg of soy isoflavens on cycle day 3-8 in hopes of bringing Ovulation on early to get a longer luteal phase outta the deal. I started today and will take it for 4 more days, gonna keep with the B complex also cause it makes me feel good, so why not, I am low in B12 as a rule anyhow.

This is my last month of paid subsciption at Fertility Friend, I won’t bother renewing it, you can use the charting software for free anyhow just not the message boards or any of the fancier options. However, since I am trying to see what the Soy will do to my Ovulation date I want to keep charting for now til I figure that out.

I am just going to try hard and be less depressed and stressed about the whole thing, I realize I got lucky with Evan getting pregnant after just 2 months of trying, I just need to be pregnant already so that I can starting worrying about getting a baby outta the deal.

Dave told me tearyly last night that he just want’s to be a daddy and the whole thing makes him upset as well. I showed him a cute picute of  ‘s son on the beach in California and he said to me "Is that how old Evan would be right now?" I told him yes, and he teared up again and said how much it broke his heart that he should be chasing a toddler right now. I just wish I could fill that hole in his heart and bring him home a child.

About mommamaynard

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” — Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on April 30, 2009, in Uncategorized and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 7 Comments.

  1. That last part just about finished me off, Jaime. I wish I could give you guys a huge hug and make all your dreams come true. Sweeter, finer, more deserving lovely people never existed. I love you guys ❤

    • Oh thanks sweets!
      I agree, not conceited, but I am a damn good person and I see so many nasty folks with no appreciation getting everything handed to them 😦
      P.S Your not so bad yourself.

  2. Aw! I remember how angry and upset I was about his sudden, early birth and it just all feels like nothing now.

  3. I hope the soy does the trick for you.
    Poor Dave. Somehow I think it’s harder for most men to open up like that. ((hugs))

  4. (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

  5. fingers crossed that the soy will do the trick! and fingers/eyes/toes/etc crossed that before you know it, you will be holding a sweet baby who will grow into a healthy, rambunctious toddler for you and dave to chase around and enjoy.

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