Dave is ok, phew!

Went to see Dave tonight, he is doing well, in alot of pain from the drainage sack in his hip and pretty sleepy from the medication. He was concerned about some feeling loss in the finger they operated on, but they said it could be related to swelling, they will have a look tommorow. I am hopeful they will let him come home with me tommorow. I will nurse my man back to health. Poor boy! Love him so much.

Being with him in the hospital/leaving him in the hospital= major major anxiety. I am so despretly terrified of loosing him, my throat just closes up when I even think about life without him.

I am driving everywere this week, facing all my driving related fears..I suppose that’s good, I will be a more confident driver because of it. I thought that the parking garage would be my biggest stress because of the confined space, however, driving home tonight was worse. It was dusk and raining, so the road was glarring from the tail lights on the wet pavement, I could just barely see the lines on the road and I had to go across the small of the two bridges to get home, in the middle of two other lanes of traffic, one oncoming…woah I just held my breath and did my best. Made it home in one piece obviously, but whoah!

I am sleepy and have to be up early tommorow to teach a workshop to a group of women interested in the trades. Afterwards I am hoping I can go pick up my man πŸ™‚

Ok off to cuddle the pup!

About mommamaynard

β€œLife is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” β€” Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on May 5, 2009, in Uncategorized and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 6 Comments.

  1. glad he’s doing ok! πŸ™‚

  2. I’m 22 and don’t know how to drive. I’m just too scared. Right when I kinda-sorta think I’m ready, something happens and I don’t think I need to learn. I mean, I know I should learn, but my fears keep finding reasons not to! So you are a bit of an inspiration for me!

    • Thanks! Glad my terror can impress someone else!
      I say just do it, I took a driving class cause I knew I just needed to learn, that driving instructor was like heaven sent. Patient and calm. DO NOT try to learn with family they will stress you out, I still fight with my husband all-the-time-about my driving and I have improved 100 fold, he just expects me to be perfect first try.
      I won’t lie, driving is not easy, it is a learned skill and you have to try and be aware of 100000 things all at once so it’s hard to do. Like make sure your centred in your lane, pay attention to the cars ahead of you, watch traffic lights and signs and look around for pedestrian’s, as well as figure out were the hell your going, haha it was very overwhelming to me at first but now it’s gotten much better. I still struggle with parking lots though.

  3. im so so glad he is doing good. I know how you feel about driving, i def don’t like to drive!

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