Dave is ok, phew!
Went to see Dave tonight, he is doing well, in alot of pain from the drainage sack in his hip and pretty sleepy from the medication. He was concerned about some feeling loss in the finger they operated on, but they said it could be related to swelling, they will have a look tommorow. I am hopeful they will let him come home with me tommorow. I will nurse my man back to health. Poor boy! Love him so much.
Being with him in the hospital/leaving him in the hospital= major major anxiety. I am so despretly terrified of loosing him, my throat just closes up when I even think about life without him.
I am driving everywere this week, facing all my driving related fears..I suppose that’s good, I will be a more confident driver because of it. I thought that the parking garage would be my biggest stress because of the confined space, however, driving home tonight was worse. It was dusk and raining, so the road was glarring from the tail lights on the wet pavement, I could just barely see the lines on the road and I had to go across the small of the two bridges to get home, in the middle of two other lanes of traffic, one oncoming…woah I just held my breath and did my best. Made it home in one piece obviously, but whoah!
I am sleepy and have to be up early tommorow to teach a workshop to a group of women interested in the trades. Afterwards I am hoping I can go pick up my man 🙂
Ok off to cuddle the pup!