The freaking out begins. Oy!
I have no reason to be this way, I am a logical girl, but I keep stressing that I am going to miscarry the damn newbebe. In reality I have no reason to think this, I am only 5 weeks, what do I expect exactly? I have on and off moment, times when I really feel pregnant, exausted, crazy nauseous, strong food aversions and scent aversions, I also have this full groin area feeling, like when your aroused and the blood rushes in, I feel swollen and full down there like that.
Then I have a few hours where I feel great and I am actually saying to myself, oh no’s, you should be more sick, this is not good.
What the hell am I doing to myself? I feel the exact same way I felt with Evan and Evan was just perfect, so SHUT UP BRAIN!!
I find myself with my hands over my belly trying to communicate with this baby all the time to tell it how longed for it is and how much I love it.
Oy, this is going to be the longest 9 months of my life isen’t it?
Please tell me folks who can, at 5.5 weeks pregnant, i,e 15 days ish after conception, what symptoms did you have?