A day in the life.
Please sprout grow fast and strong so I can start to feel your kicks soon. My rounding harder stomach and insatiable appetite is not enough to keep me confident of your health and well being.
Just having one of those moments. I didn’ t have morning sickness today. Maybe that was the huge amounts of protein from shrimp, crab and soy I had at dinner last night at the sushi restaurant. Protein seems to help. Maybe the morning sickenss is just starting to fade as it’s supposed to after the first trimester. However, I am already EXAUSTED of worrying about the well being of this baby all the time. At least if I could feel movement then I would know it’s in there moving around. I do this at least once a week and the bebe ends up being just fine, but having a checkup once a month is stressing me out, if I can’t feel it, I need to hear it’s heartbeat more often then that. Today’s appointment is just about test results, so I doubt there will be any listening to or looking at the bebe.
I though I could feel little movements earlier on, but I may have been wrong or the baby may have just moved furthur from my stomach, but I have felt nothing as of late, At the ultrasound when the baby was kicking up a storm I watched with amazement that this little creature was having a dance party in my womb and I couldn’t feel a thing.
I love you wee bebe, please grow up and be my daughter or son.