Meine Momma

A tea leaf/palm reader told my  mom last night I am having a boy. I had a dream last week it was boy.
I also had a dream  back in 07 Evan was a girl and I named her/him Opal, and that didn’t happen so there.
I only know this pregnancy has been SO opposite my pregnancy with Evan that I thought it must be a girl, who knows.
I will ultimately be happy with either, but I am that stillbirth exception mom, it seems, that really wants a baby of the opposite gender. If could choose I would choose a girl cause I am still frightened of boys and so afraid of this baby looking to much like Evan, I want this child to be a whole seperate and unmistakably differant entity.

This baby is squirming in my womb alot today, and I love it πŸ™‚

Oh that same lady said I had an amazing husband and I choose well πŸ™‚ and that my mother and I were sisters in our past life which is why we bicker so much but can’t seem to stay apart.

About mommamaynard

β€œLife is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” β€” Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on August 27, 2009, in Uncategorized and tagged , , . Bookmark the permalink. 12 Comments.

  1. you do have an amazing husband, but I think it is he who chose well!

  2. i understand how u would want a girl. I WANTED and still WANT a girl but I think a boy was for the best, especially so soon. While I know that, my heart still aches for a girl.l

  3. squirming womb baby = delightful πŸ™‚

  4. Oh and its funny how we cope differently – my pg with J and S were pretty identical in symptoms,etc and it didn’t really bother me. I was pretty sure we were having a girl bc when I ovulated (except the boy dreams!) And that didn really bother me either.
    In the end, though, it just happens perfectly, no matter what we expected. I am so so sure of this for you ❀

  5. I felt Sofia really early, too. It was such a blessing (most of the time) to feel her moving constantly.
    Hopefully your rainbow bebe will cooperate with the doppler as well as Sofia did. It seriously saved my sanity when shed be a stubborn bugger and switch up her routine of moving when I expexted πŸ˜›
    I’m going to get it in the mail today and a few oher things in a few weeks when we know the sex πŸ˜‰
    I’m thinking girl, btw, but that’s just cos EVERY loss mama I know had a boy in 2009!!! Lol Sofia needs a little girly friend πŸ™‚

    • hahah Thanks so much. I HOPE we will find out on September 14th, if not boo, we will have to wait til October when I get my mom to take me the pay 3D clinic for my birthday gift.
      You know I really hope it’s a girl, but as I said am enthusiastic either way.
      P.S I guess gender dosen’t matter for an AWESOME skull and crossbones diaper. You BETTER still have that for me haha my heart has been set on for nearly a year haha. I don’t forget.

      • Lmao its been in the box with the doppler for like 5 months already HAHA. I don’t forget either…though I do procrasinate πŸ˜›

      • What has two thumb and a belly full of baby? Me πŸ™‚
        If it’s a boy we have no name for it haha. Back to the drawing board I guess. If it’s a girl she is already named and it’s not Quinn, I changed my mind.
        I need soooo much diaper direction, now that you are an expert and have figured out what works best, I just got a bunch for free when pregnant with Evan, but I need to build up stash effectivly rather then exponentially. What’s the use of having loads of craptastic diapers after all.

  6. Squirming, yay!!!!!!!

  7. I understand the feeling of wanting Evan and this new baby to be two totally different people. Every pregnancy is TOTALLY different though. It amazes me how much this time is way different than both other pregnancies for me. Ethan and Abby were totally different as well.
    I cant wait to find out what you are having!
    So glad baby is moving so much for you!!! This is a great time in pregnancy, morning sickness gone and the beginning of feeling movement.

    • I know I can’t wait either. In theory it’s good if it’s a boy since I everything I own is boy, I have 0 girl things, but we kinda wanted a girl for emotional/psychological reasons and for starting fresh. Oh well, healthy baby is all the matter at the end of the day totally.
      It is a great time in pregnancy, my skin has cleared up, I am starting to show more and more, I am not nauseous 24/7 and I am feeling the begginings of movements. Oh and Sex is still fun, hahaha, better even for now.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

Gluten Free Girl and the Chef


%d bloggers like this: