Last nights dreams..
Had a restless sleep last night filled with dreams. LJ friend dreams at that? guess that is what happens when you spend an hour catching up on people blogs after being away for 4 days.
Firstly I dreamed had a baby boy at home. All was perfect and as it should be.
I dreamed that had a miscarriage, but this ‘I think’ was before she had Zinnia. The hospital put miscarried babies in like lab vials and that were then frozen. So she and her husband were looking though vials of babies at various gestational ages and feeling sad, and wondering which was theirs. They were not supposed to be in there though, they just went in, when they left the hospital staff through they were weirdly morbid.
Lastly I dreamed that I had a baby boy….But he came out Chinease looking? and he was the size of a two year old. It didn’t matter, I loved him and was over the moon, I remember he was still covered in some Vernix and I told the hospital staff not to wash it, that I wanted to rub it in like I would lotion, cause it helped to protect his skin.
This is the second dream I had that this baby is a boy….I don’t know if that means anything or not, as I said I dreamt Evan was a girl whom I names Opal, so I don’t trust my dreams. Also how do I explain the Asian? haha.