Mom went with a bunch of girlfiend for girls night out to have their Tarot Cards read. She called me when she got home, the lady told her that her grandaughter would be born with dark hair and she would be hosting a formal celebration of life at her house in the next 6 months. She also mentioned Evan and said this baby has a differant fate then he did and history would not repeat itself.
I cried and cried when she told me this. Of course from joy but also because Evan was born with a head full of dark hair, it my favorite feature of his, so much hair. I think I will loose my mind if this baby girl looks like him, only breathing. I will be overwhelmed with loving her so much and missing her brother so deeply all at once. It’s both wonderful and terrifying.