Belly pictures et al.
Wanted to post bella pictures but the stupid photo uploader won’t seem to work tonight, been trying for half an hour, Grr LJ.
I have an ex co-worker T who was a not-nice person for no good reason. I always just said she was deeply unhappy with herself and I could feel it off her, she walked around like a dark cloud that no one could please. She left about 6 months ago, and I have to say I was happy to have the energy out of the office, and we have all been happy ever since. She knew I was pregnant before she left, and she knew about Evan and his story as well since we had a moment of friendship when I was new. As she left she actually said to a co-worker of mine "bet you all are happy to be rid of me". Sadly she was right and we are a very open and accepting group so that speaks volumes.
Today she popped in for a visit. Three of us were chilling and talking in my office, we heard her in the hall so my co-worker said "Hey, were all chilling down here " She, T said, Good didn’t want to see you all anyways. haha. (Again with the negative humour) she comes into my office and we are all chatting about how’s she been ect.. I stand up to get something from my cabinet and my friend/coworker says Hey T, you haven’t seen J since she popped..T responds "The whole world has thanks to facebook" with a rather derogatory sarcastic term. Then she leaves without 1 word of a well wish for me and the baby, not a question about how it’s going, nothing, just yucky negative energy left behind. After she left I said to my friend co-worker, Man I DO NOT miss her and dark energy and humor around these parts.
I don’t care if she thinks it’s annoying I talk about E and pregnancy on facebook, I don’t care if I ever see her again. Some people are just way to content with their own misery to even try and be happy for anyone else. I could easily have fallen into that after Evan’s death, but I choose to enjoy my life and the gift that it is, and I don’t want to exist a miserable hateful existance. Boo. Good Ridance.