Seriously?

** Nevermind…Crises averted, it was just a low battery, resolved as soon as I calmed down and figured out how to change it. **

The cheapy Angel Sounds doppler I have had that Natashia had lent me just broke. Like seriously, it just stopped working.
I don’t even use it that much, last used it  a week or so ago. Just wanted to have a listen for no real reason tonight,
just laid down, put Jelly on my belly and then it fizzled and stopped conducting sound.  It still turns on and everything, just seems to not be conducting sounds. Fucking lovely.  Thank God for a baby that wiggles alot….

Is this a take it on faith alone omen or something much worse?
Best be the earlier.
I am gonna lose my shit now cause it was my security blanket, my backup for when faith alone is not enough. Fuck!!!! I don’t even need it 99% of the time,but having it there in case is a huge reassurance. Why would this happen in the last 3 weeks of my pregnancy, the hardest time of all…why??
Growl.
 

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About mommamaynard

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” — Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on January 1, 2010, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. 5 Comments.

  1. oy! I’m glad it was fixed and you’re feeling better!!

  2. (((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))
    Have you tried a new battery (if it’s not a rechargeable thing, then I have no clue)? The microphone needs energy than the light, which is why it’ll still turn on. Otherwise I’m guessing it’s a short. Or just cheapy crap electronics! 😦
    (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))
    Sending calm and strength and love. And so so so many prayers for a healthy bebe!!!!!!

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