This and that.
Getting much better at dealing with her nightime fussiness, most nights are bearable, last night she only fussed two hours, as long as I keep her at the boob as often as possible through that period, she maintains her composure, as do I . I think she is going through a super-mega growth spurt right now though, she is always on the breast.
I can’t believe she will be one month old on Sunday, crazy.
She is all snuggled tight in my homemade Moby wrap right now. She seems content. I worry she is getting her first cold, she started coughing yesterday and now sounds a bit congested, no fever though I checked. She is fussier then usual today, but that could be the growth spurt.
Bad timing to get sick if she is, Saturday is her celebration of life party with all my relatives. This will be her first weekend away from home, however, we will have my mom’s apartment all to ourselves, so if she is fussy late at night I won’t have to worry about disturbing anyone.
I have been Miss moody overall though, don’t know if it’s just adapting to the broken sleep, hormones or what, but feeling just down alot, and it sucks cause I really thought I would feel elated, I guess it’s just adapting to all the changes. I am totally in love with her, taking her picture constantly, but I just don’t feel like me yet….