Big step for me…so proud
Today is the first time I drove alone with Evangeline in the car. I was petrified, cause I am still a relatively new-ish driver and I was paranoid.
Dave is having his what? 5th ish surgery today, so we had to drop him off at the hospital this morning and come back home. Evangeline was an angel and slept the whole time. Then I was feeling brave, and bored, so I decided the two of us would head out again to the new parents group at the family center. So we did, and Evangeline cried the whole way there but was really good once we arrived and then slept the whole way home.
I feel so good that I finally conquered that fear. I knew it was inevitable, but Dave was always home to drive us before today.
I was meant to go there today, there was a new mom with a 7 month old, she told me she had a stillbirth at 25ish weeks 3 years ago, and it took her over two years to have the courage to try again. I told them about Evan, cried a little. but it was nice to share. Now they know how truly special Evangeline is. Turns out the director of the group lost a baby at 15 weeks herself. Man us loss mama’s are all around, you just never know what the person sitting beside you has been through.
Also-she finally pooped today, after 4 entire poop free days. It was just a normal poop in size and consistency. Were the hell is all the milk going? She eats alot every day, so I expected alot more poo, unless it’s still to come..
Ah well, back to the grind..I don’t even know what the grind is anymore, I guess it’s folding diapers today.