My baby love..

Loving her so much makes me feel bi-polar. I have never felt such a deep attachment to another human being, when she hurts, I hurt, when she’s happy I am bursting at the seems with joy.

I don’t think dad’s can fully understand the physical bond a mom shares with her babe, Dave thinks I am hypersentive and even irrational sometimes, I tell him it’s because I feel her pain and need to do everything I can to make it stop, and it’s crazy overwhelming hard when I can’t figure it out.

I love her more the life itself, and I just want to protect her and make the world perfect for her, it’s scary that I cant.

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About mommamaynard

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” — Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on May 17, 2010, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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