They just don’t understand…
Sad again. I just wish Dave would WANT to be home with us, ya know.
Day 2 still in my pj’s at 3pm. Waiting for him get home from work, excited he said he would be early today. Cause I like the company, or want to, but when he is in a grump I regret it and think things are more peaceful here alone.
Anyways, he just called to say she is done work, but gonna stop in at our friends for a visit so won’t be home til dinner time. I said he should come get me so the baby and I can go visiting as well..but it’s out of the way (true-to be fair) and the only reason he was stopping in is that it’s on his way.
I want to be part of society, I want to get out and interact more..So now I am crying cause my hubby won’t be home early and I have no reason to get dressed again today. He said I should go for a walk, it’s not the same, walking alone…
I guess I am just saying I am lonely..I am a people person and used to being busy..
I feel so lonely sometimes, desperate for company.