Baby girl slept a treat last night..no 3am party. I went to bed at 10pm exhausted…I fell asleep at 1:30am..no really, I was pissed. To much anxiety, couldn’t shut my mind off, tried counting down and in bed meditation..nope. Finally at 1am I gave up, got up and ran a hot bath (helped my insomnia when I was pregnant) but literally as soon as I sat my butt into the tub the baby started screaming..yup, she sensed my absence even with Dave beside her, so no bath was had…I instead crawled still wet back into bed and eventually passed out nursing her.
Man, last night sucked. I am beyond exhausted today.