So tiered of drama
Evangeline has not been sleeping much this week, teething or developmental leap? not sure really. Anyhow got 3 hours total sleep last night then had to spend the day 9-4 facilitating a career direction workshop for 10 young offenders who didn’t want to be there, with a new co-worker I just seem to intrinsically clash with.
As if that’s not enough for an exhausted overwhelmed mama to deal with, I then get a message from my mother saying her and her man are splitting up AGAIN…she is devastated of course….I am numb…it’s just the story of her life/of my life…I am sad for her, I wish she could just find unconditional love and I really like this man, however, as I said last time they split the week Evangeline was to arrive…I can barely manage my own life right now, I have nothing to spare. I just can’t be my mothers mother. I can listen and let her know I care about her, but I just have an empty reservoir here and am teetering on the brink of collapse. Man the weekend can’t get here fast enough.
Today made my shit list and now I am off to bed.
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