So tiered of drama

Exhausted.
Evangeline has not been sleeping much this week, teething or developmental leap? not sure really. Anyhow got 3 hours total sleep last night then had to spend the day 9-4 facilitating a career direction workshop for 10 young offenders who didn’t want to be there, with a new co-worker I just seem to intrinsically clash with.
As if that’s not enough for an exhausted overwhelmed mama to deal with, I then get a message from my mother saying her and her man are splitting up AGAIN…she is devastated of course….I am numb…it’s just the story of her life/of my life…I am sad for her, I wish she could just find unconditional love and I really like this man, however, as I said last time they split the week Evangeline was to arrive…I can barely manage my own life right now, I have nothing to spare. I just can’t be my mothers mother. I can listen and let her know I care about her, but I just have an empty reservoir here and am teetering on the brink of collapse. Man the weekend can’t get here fast enough.

Today made my shit list and now I am off to bed.

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About mommamaynard

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” — Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on March 23, 2011, in Uncategorized and tagged . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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