Soooo sleepy

I am exhausted, it has been a head spinning crazy month at work and I feel like I can’t get rested enough. I am sure the utter and complete lack of sunshine in NS for MONTHS now sure isn’t helping. It’s nearly June and there is no sign of impending summer aside from the blooming plants.

E. is sick with her gazillionth cold of the year. My anxiety and depression are on overdrive. I need a trip to Cuba asap.

I also want another baby…I dream about it..but it’s just not the right time…but then is any time the right time?
..I want to sell and get a bigger house BUT I want to move provinces ‘perhaps’, and in order to do that I have to switch jobs, which is not ideal to do whilst pregnant, I could move while on mat leave, but then we would have to rent awhile as no one wants to mortgage someone without a job..we can’t sell now cause we need to do some more work on our house first (we are building a fence for the backyard as I write) so all responsible signs say wait 1.5 years, then have another…when things are in order..however my hormones are say it’s about time to reproduce again please…and also I will be 35 in October…

Oh well, I will wait, and enjoy E, aside from age there is no other real rush right?


About mommamaynard

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.” — Albert Einstein. When it feels like your world has been shattered, and you have reached rock bottom, you must make a choice: Stay where you are and fade away, or keep moving forward. Thankfully I chose to move forward and was blessed with the two most wonderful children after the death of my first in early labor. Things are looking up.

Posted on May 28, 2011, in Uncategorized and tagged , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. I think you should try for another if you want one. I mean, when is the right time? My sister and I were both ‘surprises’ and my mom managed as a single mom.

    You love being a mom. If you try now, E will be 2 when you have your third.

    Just mho.

  2. I totally get this. I want to relocate, find a new job, have a baby, etc., and none of it is falling happily into place for me, either. 😦 I wanted to have my 2 children closer together than we can, now… and to be honest, the “right time” is nowhere in sight. Even if I get a job, then that means not staying home with baby #2 as I did with Liam. And if I don’t, then we don’t have money/insurance, so it’s not very responsible. (Unless O gets work first, and that brings different problems instead.)

    I, too, have been battling anxiety and depression this week. (And if we’re both suffering from candida excess, this is little surprise – it definitely messes with the mind as much as everywhere else.)

    *sending you hugs and healing*

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